We stand around the fire by Drakard-14, literature
Literature
We stand around the fire
Night has fallen black as ink as we stand around the fire. Stars have frozen shadows slink unheeded through the mire. Woodsmoke, embers, sulphur, ash, they seep through every fibre. I'll keep my clothes pristine, unwashed, to feel the wild for longer. Of you, of them, my foes, my friends, I can see no faces. Eyes glinting coals, skin hot, breath cold, snow trapped in all our creases. Your hand open reaching out, and I reach out to find you. But when we touch I feel the winter, ancient ice inside you. Far from home and far from love we stand around the fire. Cold earth below, black sky above our endless, silent pyre.
On the very bad days I try to write down all the things I like about myself but today I am holding a blank piece of paper. No one is coming to save me. I know, because I made sure of it. I try to remember what love feels like but there is no greater void than the one in my chest. I used to notice every ray of sun every fiber from the wind against my paper-thin skin. Now I rip the edges of my nails and wonder what it's like to have someone.
To seek myself in someone else
I wonder why I try?
To remake myself until I melt
And dissolve into the dye
To stretch myself until I snap
And fray along the edges
To find myself so far from maps
That I'm pressed into a ledger
To be guided by reflected light
And never by my own
To hide myself from human sight
But wish I weren't alone
Be kind, not to be right.
Be kind, not because the action is easy.
Be kind, be love, be grace and be like the light.
I have been tempted and I have been betrayed.
I've hurt, whipped and destroyed relationships and lives before my time.
I helped spread the disease of sin to my fellow man.
Now I regret, left with hollow men.
Troubled hearts and thorny arms,
We can't help but be afraid.
To wish we had more time, more chances to make a change.
Yet my love here we are again, a cycle of hatred and pain.
Evil shall never be fulfilling nor fulfilled.
Darkness only last when there is no light to fill the gap.
Hatred and sorrow shall persever
Nevertheless, We've Persisted by hopeburnsblue, literature
Literature
Nevertheless, We've Persisted
We have survived
one year since the day
the clouds broke open
and chaos reigned.
But though the sun set
on an orange sky,
it did not set
in vain;
they said
resistance was futile,
but we said
it was human
and began to wade
through the wreckage
of a shattered glass everything,
rather than the shattered glass ceiling
we were hoping for.
We've been clawing our way out since,
going high when they've gone low
even as they've tugged
at our ankles
and we've feared
drowning.
But there is much to be done;
though valiant, our efforts
haven't been without
casualty.
Treading water can tax
even the strongest of hearts.
It is their memory
that propels us
He says the fireflies
are out again tonight.
I can see them
in memory only,
but I haven't far to go
before I'm walking at last
among the stars.
I've been wandering
the paths of myself
in search of light.
I've grown weary,
clumsily striking flint on steel
in hopes of rekindling
love and health and purpose.
But I can't help wondering
if friction was the wrong approach.
Bioluminescence
is a difficult study
for mere humans,
and yet fireflies glow
simply by breathing.
Eyes closed,
I breathe a silent wish
upon constellations grounded.
Somehow, I sense
the fireflies can hear me
and that I haven't far to go
before I find my spark.